if i'm not in love with you

If I'm not in love with you, what is this I'm going through tonight?

And if my heart is lying then, what should I believe in? Why do I go crazy everytime I think about you baby? Why esle do I want you like I do if I'm not in love with you?

And if I don't need your touch, why do I miss you so much tonight?

If it's just infatuation then, why is my heart aching to hold you forever, give a part of me I thought I'll never give again to someone I could lose, if I'm not in love with you?

Why in every fantasy do I feel your arms embracing me, lovers lost in sweet desire. Why in dreams do I surrender, lying with you baby? Someone help explain this feeling, someone tell me.