; you light up my life

Having always been the spoilt brat of the people and the princess of the house, it never fails to astonish me the extent of which I pamper that girl. Skipping a movie I paid DOUBLE-PRICE for just to make sure she's okay. Mm. She's like the sister I never had. It is not unusual for me to feel unselfishly and tenderly towards another, but the pain I felt and the tears that fell when I saw the slits of love on her wrists, this really eats the cake.

Am I leading him on? Or them on for that matter? It's a question I'm afraid I don't have an answer to. One thing I do know, friendships must not be risked. I've learnt my lesson. And a bitter one it was. I lost the one person I never thought will go away.

And you, you made me feel like I never should have loved you. Or have I, was it all in my mind?

I can't be sure, but I do realise how much I'm missing you.

Occasionally, a tiny piece of my heart breaks when you come to mind.

Wish I can put your name here and proclaim you to the world, but.. You know who you are and that's enough for now.