; an unexpected conversation

l. says:
so my advice to you is, think thoroughly if it's what you want. if it is, your instincts will tell you what you can do right.

jov says:
it is what i want, but the external factors are getting to me.
friends to choose from but he's what i want.
but he's being superbly nasty.
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PAINFUL.

l. says:
ha.
nasty? it's just a sign that he's unsure.
either he's unsure, or he just plain doesn't like you.
or, he's so hurt that he doesn't care anymore.
hate is a strong word.
you don't hate somenoe, yuo hate life.
but it is impossible to dislike someone you once loved.
slowly find your way back into his heart. it isn't black, it isn't closed. you just need the right touch and patience.
love comes with devotion and patience.
don't expect him to jump right back into loving you again right after the chain of events that led up to the situation now.

jov:
i just want his friendship.
is it too much to ask?
i just hope he'll stop bitching about me to his friends.

l. says:
friendship is too much to ask for when you betrayed it once.
it shouldn't affect you when it isn't true.
so unless it's true, you shouldn't even care.

jov:
the one wrong i did was to stand him up on a date.
his reaction is so extreme.
and he only told me he was jealous at the end of the day.
what's the point.

l. says:
i didn't tell you this.
but *, is one of the most sensitive guys i know.
so stand him up on a date is equivilant to a stab in the back and front.
i'll take leave. you should really think abuot what you did, and see what you can do to make things right.