; i believe

Why are you guys pushing me?

I am NOT over him. Okay?

Wish someone's here to listen to my whinings, my uncertainties and doubts. But Michie's having school, and besides, I don't wanna worry her. She has enough problems on her own. But I do need someone non-judgemental and trustworthy to confide in.

One thing I really have to stress on, I hate having to account to anyone for my actions. I do know what I'm doing.

And something esle that sucks is that I can't release it here. Sensitive issues, and if it falls into the wrong eyes, shit might just happen again.